I love it when I come across someone I’m comfortable around. It’s really rare that it happens. Usually, I never know what to say or what subjects to even begin talking about or there’s this awkward silence that consists of me making weird faces or random noises, or I’m too scared because I may not get the reciprocation that I was hoping for. But when it does happen, we could talk endlessly about the most random topics, or even better, not say a word at all & still have a wonderful time. Those are probably my favorite moments… the times spent with someone I’m completely comfortable around.
Have you ever wanted something… ever had a dream Ever had a wish so big you would do anything Just to make it come true? Time… money… whatever… Gave it all you got, yup… grinding hungry as ever But the only thing they tellin you is no, And you know that you deserve it but them curtains bout to close And the crowd’s walking out… so now you feel doubt. And now you don’t believe. Plus, you wear it on your sleeve. And the B.I.L.L.Z keep coming… Then another… and another… And you wanna quit your job but you’re stuck… and shucks… So now I’m waiting on the corner for the bus… And this is how it feels when you’re down It all seemed easier back then Only had to deal with math, physics, quizzes and acne back then And you was the mack. Now you trying to win her back Asking if she wanna kick it and grab a bite to eat but… When she was hungry you were full of shit… Now you lick your lips at her new physique And plus, another man’s beatin that, deep in that She says she loves him so the money don’t compete with that In other words, its deeper than sharing lunches And more complex than playing M.A.S.H during class Even though she’s dating doctors and you living in that shack … damn! What to think if this was back then.